Still hard to believe

Still hard to believe that you left me,

Strong was my faith that you are there for me.

“I love you and this is what matters!”

How foolish was I to believe you!

I don’t know where I went wrong

I don’t know what resulted into your decision.

But I do know that I loved you more than anything else.

Everything was so perfect…

You, your breathtaking smile, your dazzling breath,

Your mesmerizing scent, your magnificent eyes…

Human you were for everyone else,

Yet for me, you were My Angel!

Still incredible to believe why you left me.

Do I deserve this?

Ought I to be left in the lurch?

I don’t know….

But I do know that your presence will be missed

As you colonized my life, my every breath

And now you are gone…

Away from my sight…

Away from my life…

I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to forget you,

And I know that you will also never be able to forget me

But one thing I do promise you…

I’ll be happy without you.

                                                           

You went away from him,  

He was never the same,  
You stole from him  
EVERYTHING  
His smile, his happiness, 
his peace of mind  
EVERYTHING  
Everytime he talks, you are there,  
Everytime he smiles, you are there,  
You are gone, but you are not.
I wonder, what went in your mind,
I wonder, what a FOOL could you be
To hurt the one, Who gave you everything, 
  Who made you who you are today.
What a fool you were!  
But now, he's back,  
As the one I've always known,  
Cheerful, playful, happy!  
Promise, he did make to you, 
 Happy he'll be always...
ALWAYS, With or without you!  
I'm there for him,  
Forever, to keep him happy,  
To find him the happiness he deserves.  
Often i wonder, 
What went wrong?  
But then, it's alright,  
He's happy, even without you!  
You have never been his world,  
You can never be either...  
He's out...searching for his self, 
  Never to turn back again to you,
Never to care for you, 

                                                         That's what you deserve, I guess. 

Take away my soul

Darkness crept, Silence Fell,

Eyes blinked, Tears welled,

Heart hammering, Soul trembled.

All I could think of,

Was you and your face.

Wonderful were the days we spent together,

Promises made to be thus, forever.

Days ‘nightened’,

Promises broken,

All I could think of, 

Was you and your smile.

Should I call it fake?

For fake was your love,

Poisoned, your words.

Breath struggled out,

Thoughts juggled in,

All I could think of,

Was you and your reply

Courage gathered,

Mind determined,

Fists tightened,

Tears rolled,

Pain doubled,

Smile troubled

All I could think of,

Was you and your verdict.

I was to be hanged,

Rope ready,

Corpse steady,

Time fixed,

At your nod,

I quit!

Her world fell apart...

Different parents, different atmosphere,

We, but grew up together.

We played, we cried, we studied,

To many it seemed, bonded we were forever.

In silence, childhood walked away,

Peeped in adulthood, suddenly.

We were never the same,

Hardly we greeted each other,

Hardly we listened to each other,

You were lost in your own world,

I was confined to my own jail.

Then came a night,

As devilish as ever,

To many it seemed, but a nightmare

For you, it was, all but true

You resolved to let go,

Of your Dad,

Who prized you over himself,

Of your mom,

Who begot you despite every pain,

Of that home,

Where happiness grows everyday

Of that life,

Which made you who you are

How could you?

Did you not once think of your mom?

How could you?

Do you not value that diamond you still possess?

Do you really mean to let go?

Could you not think for once,

About your Mom,

That One, who gave birth to you,

Who, despite every thorns,

Brought fragrance to your life,

Who, despite every “NO”

Said “Yes” to your Education.

How could you not value her?

When you still have her in your life?

Ask me, how life is without a mother!

Ask me, how life is without her love!

Ask me, how life is as an orphan!

How could you?

Different parents, different atmosphere,

We, but grew up together.

To many it seemed, you would not let go

To ME it seemed all but a momentary crisis,

The truth is something else.

You resolved to go,

Letting behind,

Your world,

Your Family,

Yourself.